lo0olo000ooo0l. i cant fuckin sleep. lmao why do i even have followers on this account, i just vent.
- 8 months ago
four am woooo
So i know confidence is appealing and this important trait that gets you through life but I just don’t have it.
I feel so inadequate and useless and that upsets me.What upsets me more is that i have no right to feel this way because i am blessed with opportunities all around me and i know i have that potential. I know i can do more than live the purposeless life ive been living the past few months.
i need to prioritize and get my shiz together.
i always say i need to be more positive because it affects the way i treat mark and it doesn’t last very long so i should really learn to change my attitude.
so family first, i think this will be the most difficult one and though i do feel more keen towards the be the rebellious child option, i have to straighten things out with my parents and earn back their trust. phew, good luck with that marj. i forget sometimes that my parents work hard for me and give me everything.
Friends…im kinda confused with this one cause i probably wont know them in five years right? ill get back to this one.
mark…is my best friend. nurture and support him for now but remember thats all he is. nothing more. at the moment. who knows, in the future he ,may leanr how to apprectiate me and treat me better.
schoolschoolschool. this one is self explanatory. you get those grades marj. i want you on that honor roll. yeah i know you got doubtful butterflies in your little chubby tummy thinking about it just now but you know that you can do it if you tried.
dont let your grades define you though and dont let it deprive you of enjoying life. if you have a paper due that is absolutely hopeless and you have given it your very best try then, for lack of a better term, yolo and go to that party. have fun and enjoy your youth :)
health! self explanetory again. the goal is to a be a fit grandma who can still play tag with her grandkids.
archie<3 make sure his few years on earth are the best.
sleep. oh lord which i should get. im starting to become nocturnal. oh well, i guess ill finish jennifers body and re-evalulating life tomorow.
- 9 months ago
haha my relationship is a joke. just goooo with it! its easier to stay with him than dealing with the trouble of breaking up again. its mighty repetitive and annoying.
i feel so stuck. cute list tiime
- 1 year ago
Sloth is a sin. Uuuuuugh. I want to get out of bed and take advantage of the world, every amazing part. Or eat. My willingness to leave my room kind of left with mama after she insulted me again. That one particular thing she says hurts me like no other. Okay put away your petty differences. Im gonna go downstairs, eat, call mark, do my homework and watch ponyo. Okay.
- 1 year ago
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